Well...the picture the the right is the last time I will look like that for a while....this week is already proving to be a tough one...for me anyway. I'm sitting at my desk this morning and realize I can't breathe! Not for any real medical reason but because my PANTS ARE TOO TIGHT!! Yes, skinny Hayley is getting FAT...enjoy it now because I PROMISE, as soon as this baby comes out, I will be back to skinny again, if I have to spend 7 days a week, 3 hours a day in gym, it will happen. But anyhow, for right now, I'm blah...I should have known better than to try to fit into my size 2's any longer...all weekend I walked around in velour gym pants and a tee shirt just because I can't stand the feeling of anything remotely tight around my stomach aread. But its work, and we need to make an attempt at professionalism so you know, I tried and I put on my pants and now sitting here at this desk all I want to do is strip my clothes off!!! I haven't stepped on the scale in a week and I am terrifed at the number that will stare back at me. Right now, I have a paperclip holding my pants together...yes, a paperclip. I had to unbutton them, I seriously was having trouble breathing. When I stand they aren't that bad but I ate a small bowl of cereal for breakfast when I got to work and that seems to be the straw that broke the camel's back today. I found that lately I can take about 2 mouthfuls of food and BAM there comes that stomach that looks like I have been an avid beer drinker for the past 15 years. And no one who doesn't know me can tell I'm pregnant, they think I'm just fat...which I hate. I guess now I am paying the price for having thinness (is that even a word?) come naturally. So to all of those who envied my skin and bones, enjoy this!! Please, because someone has to. Me personally, I am miserable right now. Maybe once it becomes obvious that I am pregnant I won't feel so bad. But then the battle will be with those UGLY maternity clothes, ugh! All I can say is, our POOR mothers....what they had to go through..